I'll be seeing white,
If I can sleep tonight
It's the thirty first time,
Your twenty-second life,
Defies me,

Just let me end my stay,
If I can stay awake,
I didn't last a day,
If only I could count the seconds,

You're fake enough,
You want it all but must give up,

You, I can't help but watch the words fail,
And you I can't help can't help.

No one should ever fall again,
No one should ever fall for friends,
My brother taught me how to spit,
My mother didn't want two kids,
Who's the youngest?
The pain we can't forgive

You're waking up
Your faith's enough to fall again,

You, I can't help but watch the words fail,
And you I can't help can't help.

You can't hold back,
You can't hold yourself to something less,
I can't hold back,
I can't hold myself back

Every time you're walking me backwards,
Counting all the words that I gave her,
And any time you want me to come home,
I'll be fine with keeping my phone calls.